The Book-Hole

(Although not indicated here, this is my first blog entry on One Version of Things.  Originally, this was a follow-on blog from my original, but the site that hosted my original blog is now gone.  When you’re finished here, the link to the next blog – chronologically – will be on the top right hand side.  In this case, the entry is titled ‘Are Razors Expensive in French Lands?’) 

 

This is the second day of the mid-semester break, and I’ve already run out of constructive things to do.

A few weeks ago, there was stress.  Lots of stress.  Comfortable, familiar stress. The GAMSAT was monopolising my time, and I was spending hours at the university studying medically irrelevant but interesting things such as poetry and prose and, more frighteningly, political reviews.  Nice.

These study sessions were like a never-ending pursuit of knowledge and that perfect balance between a Red Bull high and a coffee high.  It was great.

The was a problem, though.  While I was off having fun with my GAMSAT study, all of the other work I should have been doing for my classes was falling to the wayside.  So, for the last few weeks, I’ve been playing catch-up.  So this meant even harder study sessions, with more coffee, and more people.  Oh, and less sleep.  Frequently, no sleep. 

So there was one night were I decided to get to bed early, as I had a test the following day. That’s why I left at 2am, instead of 4 or 5.  The test was at 8am, so I had loads of time to sleep. 5 hours? That’s heaps, right?

Wrong. I woke at about 11:45am that day, and obviously the first thing I did was say ‘fuck’.  I then repeated it. One more time, I decided, would be self-indulgent.

But now it’s the Easter holidays.  10 whole days without classes or assignments or labs.  Awesome!  Except I feel like there’s an empty hole somewhere. A book-hole.  What is wrong with me? Can’t I enjoy a week without stress and the seductive smell of a biochem text?

Have a great Easter break everyone.  Try to lay off the books.

Adrian.

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I'm a 24 year old gay medical student living on the Gold Coast in Australia. This blog started as a way to blow off steam (ie procrastinate) during the tedious med-entry period, and snowballed into a sort of outlet of self-therapy. It's my way of pulling back to look at the bigger picture. So here it is - the bigger picture. Or one version, anyway. I hope you enjoy it here.

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